mendung?maybe.

assalamualaikum and hyee.how's your day/life?(okey,worst,bad,good,i don't know) choose either one.mine is 'i don't know'.wanna  know why i don't know because i don't know laa.*memasng sakit hati*hoho today i receive the 'Bantuan Rakyat Satu Malaysia'.butt the money my mum hold. huaaa sad life :( haha like small kids only.seriously i don't know why  been acting like this.like what?like this laaa.*sakit hati lagi* ohh okayy enaugh of my double annoying story.haihh my feeling is bouncing up and down i just don't know why,now  i don't know how to control my anger.ohh god please help me.Don't let me fail in my wayy.hmm sad life isn't yess i have a very sad life.hmph i try to close my mouth when ever people talk bad infront of me but i don't really think i can :'( huaaa why is my life like this i always keep mummmy's advise in my head mummy tell"if you wanna have a better life you must work for it not sitting down doing nothing'"f only i can start all over again.where i was born and everybody is happy don't you think it's great?i really wanna make my mom proud but i  just don't know where to start.i know the first step is i really need to sucsees in my studies after that only i can plan what's the best to do.i'm really trying hard to sucsees in my studies.i want my mom go up on the stage together with me taking picture with my certificate.how happy is my mom that time :')ohh please pray for me.btw,i miss him so damm much.it's been more than a week we didn't approach haiihh please pray for my studies,life and my relationship with him :)

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